my heart, my love, I miss you so much

My sweet Fifi, I miss you so much. You came into my life when I had nothing to offer anyone. I could not love anything because my heart had been broken so many times. I didn't want to love you. But the more I didn't love you, the more you loved me back. You broke down my defenses.  You made me love again. You made me whole again. You were the sweetest dog there ever was.  You were a "pain in the butt" sometimes, but I even loved your mischievousness. I'll never forget the time you chewed a four foot whole in the sheet rock.  I was so mad at you. But again, you made me love you - forgive you. You made me a better person. How will I manage on this earth without you - without your sweet love. I will never feel your cold little nose again nudging me to pet you. You will never jump on the edge of my bed again to check on me, to wake me to play with you. How I miss you so much already and its only been 2 days. My heart is broken into a million pieces. How do I go on without you, my heart, my love, the love of my life.  I hope you are happy. There is no dog who deserves it more. I hope you get to eat all the food you can eat now. You loved to eat so much, so like your momma.
I pray we will get to see one another again. Be in peace my love, my heart. love, momma